Sunday, September 27, 2009

rejection

I stress and I obsess about the fear of rejection in the modeling industry. The inevitable rejection that awaits me causes fear to consume me at times. I often think I wont be able to handle it and that my skin simply isn't thick enough. I want to keep high hopes and and dream big and at the same time prepare for doors to be slammed in my face. I seek balance in that but most times there is little to be found.

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  1. Well Tondi, yes rejection is a part of life and so is fear. When I was young I had those same fears those fears kept me from doing so many things I wanted to do. I must say I admire your ability to press in to your dreams. Now that I am older I too still stuggle with the same 2 monsters fear & rejection. But quess what I still have dreams even though I have gotton older my dreams are still alive I won't give up. However I have learned somethings about my enemie's fear & rejection and I must share this with you. You are a winner and your enemies fear & rejection seem like monsters just waiting to prove me wrong. But the truth is all your enemies were defeated at the Cross by Jesus Christ himself he shed his blood so you could walk in the total, complete, and permant victory. God did not give you a spirit of fear but love, power, and a sound mind. Tondi the enemy wants you to receive his decption as though it were true. He has no new games he tells lies and trys very hard to make it appear as true that is how he blockS and delays us in our destiny. We won't allow him because we have power in the Name of Jesus, the blood, and the word of God. Stand on God's Covenant promisis and be strong in him and the power of his might. You are a overcomer and you have the victory!!!! NOW THATS IS THE TRUTH
    GO FOR IT DON'T GIVE IN TO THE LIES OF THE DEVIL AND DON'T LET HIM PLAY GAMES WITH YOUR MIND, RENEW YOU MIND WITH THE WORD OF GOD.

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