shriveled leaf

surf those waves

them and us and you and me

i am not normal.

i am just like you

study the snow flake lines as the melt into all the others

i search for me.

i search for you.

there you are

there

you 

are

there I am

there

I

am

me and you and us and them

them and us and you and me

one.

quick update ;-)

there is nothing like this

He's beautiful. I look in his eyes and I feel at peace. He is tranquil. He is just what I need. He's eyes tell me 'it is okay'. He has his father's spirit. I am so in Love. It's strange really... holding him when he sleeps puts me in a meditative state even when there is chaos around me. I am so grateful for his life. I am so grateful to be a mother.

There is nothing like this...