Sunday, January 30, 2011

or else... why live?

which was the illusion? the love I felt or the indifference i feel now?
not sure which one to wish for.

such tragedy in both

this indifference is just protection.
what kind of way is that to live?

my ignorance is so terrifying but incredibly blissful at the same time

however, there is a bigger tragedy.

the uninspired artist who inspires no one

i believe there in lies the real reason for my tears
not because I'm broken
but because no real beauty has come of it

at least none I've seen

still, I let the tears dry up
because I know it's coming

it has to

or else

why live?

Sunday, January 2, 2011